Burned Out

It sucks that I can't post what I wrote. I'm too tired to deal with the backlash of being honest. I'm too busy to explain in more detail what I mean, and I don't want all the excuses.

I wish I could do more, but I'm tired. I wish I could give infinitely but I'm drained. I wish you knew how much time I devote to you, that I feel like I've lost because I don't get yours in return.

I know I've said it before, but I need to be more selfish. I need to take care of myself first. I'm sorry if I'm not available to you as much as I used to be, if I can't spend hours listening to you when I don't feel heard, or calling to make plans when I feel you don't really want to spend time with me.

I just need to regroup, I guess.