New Car

Yeah, I picked out my new car that I'm going to buy.... as soon as I get this new job at the County. Mazda6.... small and fast, big enough for friend's carseats, cute styling (in case I remain sans kids for the next few years).

I always had everything all figured out, now it seems I've done everything Iplanned, and I need a new goal. I need a hobby too. OH- Toy Symphony. I absloutely abhore those sniveling up-tight, I-am-better-than-thou shop owners. I have never heard of being CHARGED for a banged-up box when I return something. WTF? But whatever, I'll spend my store credit and never ever set foot in that damn store again. But I truly need something to do.

I've taken up walking as well. I am by no means heavy, but I know I'll pack on the pounds on our trip to Paraguay next month, so I'm trying to get ahead so I can come back the same weight. My babies are too small to walk with me though, I doubt they'd last half-way down the block. And carrying them both at one time? Nope, ain't going to happen. But I'm terrified to go myself, now that a friggin' bobcat is lurking around the area. Puked all over my porch, but it was one of those times where I was so grateful to be married. And traditional in the sense that nasty crap like that is supposed to be cleaned up by men....

Rain and Driving

I'm crusing down 101, going a smooth75, on my way home from Target, just picked up a car freshener and some goodies for the babies...

*plop*

WTF? Rain again? Ok, I can handle this, I'm almost home so it shouldn't be pouring hard enough to mess up my hair while I run to the house.

*plop*

*plop*

All of a sudden.....

RED LIGHTS EVERYWHERE

And I'm thinking, maybe there was an accident? Mental checklist of my people, but no one should be out of work yet. And I realize that these stupid oober paranoid Marin County drivers in their seventeen-foot-long SUVs are scared of driving in the rain!!!

WTF! Traffic slows from 75 to 35 mph in about 4 seconds. Hello. Worried about accidents caused from driving in the rain. Maybe 'cuz you slam on the brakes on freshly wet pavement?

I just don't get people. So I took the stupid quiz:





Obviously I'm not the problem here......

And in the Beginning

Finally!

A way to stay in touch without actually having to email every-single-individual person in my address book.

I do have a lot of work to do *wink* ya dig?

I really wanted to call this something to do with Hildegard, but the name was too long, and it implied a religiousness that I don't quite posess. I had a professor @ SSU, "Jungian Psychology" that quoted that my visualizations were like "A feather on the breath of God."

Huh?

I still have no idea what that means, I mean, I googled it and everything, and found out that it has some relation to Hildegard, but when I googled that, all I got were Amazon recordings for chamber singing or something. I like the sound of it, like my life is at the whim of God, but then I really don't like to have that little control. OCD+

But I found all these awesome quotes from Oscar Wilde (my most favorite fiction-alist) on quotations.com most were too long, but I think this is fitting. "Consistency is the last retuge of the unimaginative."

It's just so me.

Being married at 18 kind of throws a spin on life, halfway grown-up, but still longing for the good 'ole days in high school where you get an automatic excuse for being lazy and irresponsible, just because you weren't an adult yet. Now it's 9-5 (really for me 7:30 to 4) in a grey cloth cubicle, mortgage and HOA payments, I feel stuck. But I never ever want to be boring, you know, like on American Beauty, so I'll try this first, and if it doesn't work, I may as well just have kids...

OMG- I'm a new mom though. Twins, Rosco and Ka'i. Just about 6 weeks old and the most adorable babies I have ever seen!!

And as soon as I figure out how, I'll post some pictures.....