May 4, 2005

And in the Beginning

Finally!

A way to stay in touch without actually having to email every-single-individual person in my address book.

I do have a lot of work to do *wink* ya dig?

I really wanted to call this something to do with Hildegard, but the name was too long, and it implied a religiousness that I don't quite posess. I had a professor @ SSU, "Jungian Psychology" that quoted that my visualizations were like "A feather on the breath of God."

Huh?

I still have no idea what that means, I mean, I googled it and everything, and found out that it has some relation to Hildegard, but when I googled that, all I got were Amazon recordings for chamber singing or something. I like the sound of it, like my life is at the whim of God, but then I really don't like to have that little control. OCD+

But I found all these awesome quotes from Oscar Wilde (my most favorite fiction-alist) on quotations.com most were too long, but I think this is fitting. "Consistency is the last retuge of the unimaginative."

It's just so me.

Being married at 18 kind of throws a spin on life, halfway grown-up, but still longing for the good 'ole days in high school where you get an automatic excuse for being lazy and irresponsible, just because you weren't an adult yet. Now it's 9-5 (really for me 7:30 to 4) in a grey cloth cubicle, mortgage and HOA payments, I feel stuck. But I never ever want to be boring, you know, like on American Beauty, so I'll try this first, and if it doesn't work, I may as well just have kids...

OMG- I'm a new mom though. Twins, Rosco and Ka'i. Just about 6 weeks old and the most adorable babies I have ever seen!!

And as soon as I figure out how, I'll post some pictures.....

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